Hurting again

It's been quite awhile since I've written you a msg. I must say that after all those times we've been apart you're still the one I'm looking for. You see, life has never been the same without you.

Every day and every night, I fight this feeling, but try as I might, I can't win. It seems like you've captured my heart and my heart won't be able to escape from your grasp. Every morning when the sun goes out to shine, I flash a smile but deep inside, I feel so sad and lonely and all I'm thinking is that I need you here and now.

I have regrets - regrets of why I let you go. But the sad fact is that you never tried or attempted to straighten things out between us. You never tried to fight for our love. And it pained me the most to know that you can envision your life without me. 

Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. 

You made me believe that. And so, the best thing to do right now would be to miss you ... no more, no less. I just pray that somehow this heart of mine would learn to be contented - contented to be just missing you.  <//3

好忙啊。。

人们都说时间是医治伤痛最好的良药。时间的确让我渐渐的忘记好多事情。那无比的痛开始麻木了...心情也好了许多。至于身体还是老样子...胃没有恢复{{(>_<)}} 每天靠药物控制那痛~偶尔还忍不着掉下眼泪...一切都是自己拿来..老天在惩罚我吧 x__x

说回来最近都好忙啊( ⊙ o ⊙ )每天都去跑步跳绳..但我还是那么矮矮肥肥的..(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……没办法,太贪吃..时常叫妈咪买cheese蛋糕给我~好好吃哦..可是我的最爱食物之一。

这几天都在收拾我的行李准备去旅行，爸比就说我收那么久行李箱还是空的..O(∩_∩)O哈哈~女孩子嘛，毕竟是比较麻烦..我的衣服选了又换，换了好几轮..把我的房间和客厅弄得像菜市场摆摊子 ^o^ 

带病去旅行..医生吩不能冷到...╯﹏╰...那边可是很冷呗..最低9°,最高18°..我蛮怕冷..所以准备了thermal wear也就是卫生衣..有了它就可以放心,可以忍耐到零下几度。

缺一不可的冷衣~帽子~手套~围巾( ◕◡◕)

都是妈咪准备的..感觉蛮老土..(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

不能多写了...要准备offline..有点不舍得去旅行的感觉..因为很难联络到马来西亚的关系吧..想念我家的熊..xD..(*^__^*) 旅行回来再更信部落格。。

Off to KL..bye bye =^_^=

To be CONTINUE