TBS Life Camp

Have a very nice n wonderful 5 days camping :) Love all my dear friends especially boon lee, xiao mei, yong qian, rainni ng, mei zi, jian wei, yu cheng n still somemore..........we sure will meet again in next camp coming on june =]

Doing exercise everyday..damn tired -___-
But happy enough v all funny dear

Taken photo on the last days..i cherish our friendship =^_^=

Yeah..quiet noisy so everyone must put one piece of tape on mouth
 X~X

A memorable time..
We cook ourselves start from 5a.m..and eat what we cook..
Is damn "TASTY" >.<

Doing exercise before playing game :))

Introduce ours group n give a talk of "What we want to learn in the camp"

Our group 2 slogan :效有效有，有效率，勇往前冲到最后

Singing time =]

Before eating

We prepare some bamboo before cooking ourselves..
Our group's most funny people(purple color shirt..xD..his nickname is 胸毛n豆沙包) 

Competition with others group..holding a child and walk a big round
=] quiet happy

Ours egg(keep for few days n can't make it broken)

Group discussion :)

Cooking in the night for our dinner
(we cook for 4hours++ just using some bamboo and charcoal)

Last day v dear xiiao mei  <3

Last day v dear rainni <3

Last day v dear boon lee <3

Last day v dear yong qian <3

Cert

Before backing home :')

YEAH :) I like this camp much n much..sure will going again on this coming June  =^_^=

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"Missing" u Again n Again

Well I thought I would do you a letter on here just to let you know I’m still thinking of you. Pass 2 months now and I still haven’t forgotten you n I still want to ask you so many questions. Did you mean everything u said? We went through so much and it all disappeared so quickly. To be honest I should really thank you because one day I’m learn from all of this. 


You always made promises I knew you were break what you said "couple forever". I don’t think I will ever recover from the scars u left me with u acted like u couldn’t see my pain. I’ve tired so hard for us. Do you know how much that hurts? I’m so glad your finally on top of life. I just wish I could be apart of it. So many people told me to move on and forget about you sometimes. I would tell myself not to care just because you don’t. I told myself to walk away and never look back but I don’t think I could handle it knowing you would't care even if I did.

I guess I have to realize people stay in our hearts even if they don’t stay in out lives. I've grown up a lot believe it or not I’m not some lonely poor little girl anymore back on track and ready for anything that comes my way . Soon I hope to be as high on life as you are. But you’re the only thing in my past I can’t let go of.  

The sky now is full of stars, blue, shiver in the distance..
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings..
To think I don't have you..
To feel that I lost you..
To hear the immense night, more immense without you..

I’ll always be there for u even if u don’t want me to. I’m so proud of you and no matter what happen my heart will always beside yours. I’ll never give up.

*^ˍ^*

出发去生活营

说起来我好久没有参加生活营了，待会要出发去，心情蛮开心的~
下午五点前就要报到，星期五才结束。可要在那里过四夜，怕身体应付不来(≧o≦)，妈咪一直不让我去，可我很坚持的报名了^_^ 

嗯......刚刚收拾了我的衣物和日常用品，我的包包还蛮大个，没办法，我好怕冷~所以塞了被被进去，占了好多位子，(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……有点害怕去到会哭包呢！我可是一个爱哭包的女孩，不喜欢离开妈咪太久，虽然去读书已经习惯，但偶尔还是会哭(╯﹏╰)

我的包包 ♥‿♥

出发咯 :)

要在面子书消失四天 (˘⌣˘)朋友们别太想我~xD 。。

掰掰 (◑‿◐)

My Ballet Life [♥]

Yeah..............dance dance dance~i like dancing ballet..Dancing is one of my greater passions in life. Ermmm...start from age 6 i started dancing ballet till i study form 2~i stop it cause many homework in school and i din got the energy to handle my ballet and homework (;_;) i really not willing to stop it since ballet follow me for 7 years already..but i have no choice, my school work is damn many and wanna prepare for my PMR >.<

Izzit so cute..xD..when i GRADE-2 photo

                                               Performance photo =]

Competition in Ipoh Parade^~^

Some of my Ballet exam Results^-^

My Commendation n Cert

Now i continue dancing ballet in Ipoh Belly Central International Ballet School :) I still have 3 years to graduate cause my ballet grade now is GRADE 4..Obviously, i love to dance. It makes me happy and i can't stop smiling. Now i never want to stop even it is a real workout. Classic ballet i think has the most beautiful music in the world. The smile, sights, and sound are what i love. Ballet is a true art for me ❤

Before i going to ballet school photo~

2pid pose /.\

Gonna go out now~bye bye everyone
 (｡◕‿◕｡)

"TearS" just for YOU

I like the word "TearS"..it start v T..for u Thousand..and end v S..for me Sharon
I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you..i cry every single seconds cause of you !!

Never make someone a priority when all you are an option for them...It’s not up to me anymore. If you want me in your life, you’ll find your way to put me there...
I will chase you around for a while; but there’s going to be one day when I’m going to stop, I will get over you..

I feel sorry for the boy who broke my heart, because one day, he’re going to wake up and realize that he lose a girl who love him much..</3

Every night I talk to the stars pretending they’re you. Sadly, they’re too much like you – far away and they never answer my questions.....

I will forget the risk, take the fall...
If it’s meant to be, it’s worth it all...

My medicine

Has been discharged from hospital almost three weeks, now often have to go back Ipoh Specialist Hospital for referral and physical therapy, fell very tired. My body is getting better but still consider very weak, just hopes that can get better quickly n continue my study.  Every day just staying home do exercise, reading, online, swimming, physiotherapy and eat nasty medicine. Is damn boring !!!

Some of my medicine(for stomach n spine) (╥_╥)

                              

All the medicine is costly..1 of them cost RM100++..all my medicine is cost RM 600++ for referral only
>.< Ermmmmmmmm..Ipoh Specialist Hospital can consider is the most expensive private hospital..but all the doctor is skillful..facilities inside also nice n complete..

Take pills every day to maintain my body health, hate this feeling..but i'm no choice..more 2 weeks need get into hospital again for others checking..aRRRRRRRRR......(≧ω≦)......

:'(

Feel Tired

forgive me because I'm drowned in boredom n sick......

Want to blurt out everything because my mind can't stand the large data of life. Gotta find a place to store them like the pensive which is so useful in curing certain headaches. But still keep some of those headaches in the head so that my life is imperfect.

Sometimes, feel life just sucks, cried almost every single day, beat myself up, say that I'm useless.......then it just sink deeper and deeper. In the past, that was me, naive little child that couldn't even try to understand people and complained that life is not fair.

Now, I'm learning to toughen up myself like that someone that I truly respect. I'm never going to be as strong as that person, but I'll try my best to be strong and try to get over those dark memories in the past. Gotta move forward!!!


:))

Ending of our LOVE story

I know you may never read this, so it seems more like I am writing to myself. Although I am writing to reach you, I feel I cannot express my feelings for you. There are no words to describe the way I love for you. The depression eating away at my heart is only hidden by my fake smile that hides my true feelings. As my feelings fade to nothing I want you to know, you will always be held close in my heart. 

My words probably mean nothing to you, but I can tell you it is the sincere truth. Excuse me as my life slips into darkness and the fading thing I call light drifts away. U light me up n u push me into a darkness again. I feel heartbroken when i get know everything </3 Izzit i not enough good compare to others?

I cry for 1week cause u din't complete your missions that u promise to get back my broken heart..i waiting n waiting for many days..n u give me a shit ending love story answer~i get hurt much!!

I miss u right now..whatever hope u can live happily n i will keep our memory in my heart until the end =]